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One Year Down

Journal Entry: Tue Jun 17, 2008, 12:22 PM
At least three more to go.

Yeah, today was the last day of school, finally. Actually, it's ridiculous, it doesn't feel like it at all. I feel like when I wake up tomorrow, it's just gonna be another morning rushing around to get ready for school before my parents freak out on me. I guess it's my school's fault for scheduling our finals the last days of school, or maybe it's a lack of a yearbook this year, but I don't know, it feels like this year hasn't even began, how is it already ending? I didn't realize until I got home today that I never said bye to anyone. It only took me a few seconds to then realize that any one I actually care enough to say good bye to I'll probably be seeing/talking a lot to this summer.

Anyways, freshman year out of the way. I fucked it up so bad. :shrug: Oh well.


I tried to make a list of the "Top 10 Reason's So Far Why I Love My School"... I only came up with three. They are: ...

1.) Even though it's no where near a huge school, it does have about 10 times the students that my previous school had, this makes it a lot easier to get away with things. No one pays attention to you unless you're constantly down at the office (which, surprisingly, I wasn't that often this year) or you're running around the halls announcing that you have marijuana, or a knife or whatever you might have on you, on you. I've gotten away with a lot of shit at this school.

2.) The security sucks.... Ridiculously easy to sneak of campus.

3.) Every one's on drugs. Okay, so that's a major exaggeration, but the majority of the students are. I couldn't walk into a class where at least one student wasn't high in it. I never went looking for them, but I know a lot of dealers. heh. My school's notorious for being a party school. ... We don't have the best test scores/sports teams (kina hard when all the jocks are baked all the time.)



God, I'm gonna miss the place over the summer.
:aww:


... Yeah, anyways, the whole point of that, was, I wanted to say, even though it's summer, and I've been putting up a lot of things lately, don't expect too much this summer. I'm staying at my moms, and I don't use the computer much at her place, plus, I'm probably never going to be home anyways. I'll try to do what I can, though.
And, yes, I'll try to stay out of trouble :)

  • Mood: Amused
  • Listening to: Cut the Crap by Alice in Videoland

Justa Little Longer...

Journal Entry: Wed Jun 11, 2008, 6:33 PM
I hate Washington. The weather, the schools. It all sucks. I still have a week left of school, at least this year we get out before the first day of summer. I have a million finals and extra credit to work on though. Took a few minutes off working on my English final to submit something new (Phil and Lil peice) I'm gonna go crazy with all this homework, though. There's no way in hell I'm gonna pass my math or French finals. I'm just going to repeat the same math class next year, and I'm dropping French. Fun.
Crazy to think about school ending so soon, though. My first year of High School already over with. Craziness.
I hate rain. You'd think living in Washington for 16 years, you'd learn to tolerate or enjoy the rain, but I hate it. Usually in June we have pretty decent weather. Not this year. This is crappy for January weather.
Gah.

Sorry for the mini rant. -_^

  • Mood: Pestered
  • Listening to: Stop This Song by Paramore

So Let's Back Up a Few Days...

Journal Entry: Tue May 27, 2008, 5:00 PM
...to Friday the 23rd. The official day that I've been a member of DA for three years, now.

Craziness.

Almost everything I've joined in the last three years, I forgot about in the first couple of months of being a member. Probably would've been the same here, too, if it weren't for everyone who watches me.
So, just wanna say thanks to everyone who's stuck by my side, weither since the beginning, or just recently. :) :)

  • Mood: Cat Fight
  • Listening to: Soldiers Poem by Muse

I'm Not Dead

Journal Entry: Tue Mar 11, 2008, 4:56 PM
I don't think anyone came to that conclusion, but I sure feel that way.




So, if anyones noticed, I've deleted a lot of my older submissions. I don't plan on deleting my account, or any of my more recent submissions. I was just looking through my gallery, and thought "Holy shit, this is pure crap". Now I'm sure some people probably don't agree. But this is my art, and I look at it, and I'm not happy with it. It has nothing to do with most of my stuff being made 3 years ago, but my style, technigue and ... everythings changed about the way I draw. I've grown up, and I look at my art and think "wow, everythings so happy..." and that's not me. I don't want my drawings or whatever to reflect cutsie-happy-crap when that's not what I want.
You'll probably see less and less fan-art from me, too, or if there is any, it won't be Rugrats, or Danny Phantom, or whatever I usually draw, I'm just not into that stuff anymore.
So don't be surprised if my gallery get's a complete over-haul. Deletions, submissions, remakes, everything.
I hope to get new stuff up as soon as possible, but honestly, that's probably not going to happen. We're in middle of testing at school, and while I'm not scheduled for it this year, it messes up my schedule anyways. Only three months left of this school year, and I have to work my ass off these last couple of months because if I don't... well this summer will be something like... "Summer school, homework, summer school, homwork, no car, no vacation, summer school, homework, repeat." uhg, not fun.
And I desperately need 300 dollars by June so that if I DO get good grades this year, I can go to Massachusetts.

um, whatever, that's probably more than what mattered, but that's what's up with me.

  • Mood: Defeated
  • Listening to: Hilf mir fliegen by Tokio Hotel
  • Reading: some article about Bob Dylan
  • Watching: the smilies!
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: pepsi

Whoa...

Journal Entry: Thu Dec 6, 2007, 5:02 PM
I made my first 10k pageviews.
Just now noticed.
Wow.
((Took almost three years... lol))


Anyways... yeah, I'm not really in the mood to make a pointless journal about nothing.
Just wanted to say thanks for the 10K.

  • Mood: Hostile
  • Listening to: Starlight by Muse
  • Reading: the computer screen
  • Watching: the computer screen